Monday, November 08, 2010

That I am not

I used to be afraid of sleeping alone... not anymore.
I hated eating alone... but I know sometimes you have to.
I never liked to shop alone, because I could never decide what I wanted to buy... but then these days I think I should just make do.
I keep depending on people, even knowing that they may not be there for me forever... will I ever learn not to?
I still question myself, if I have the power and courage to take on and withstand challenges... most probably not.
I'm trying to love and forgive unconditionally... but a saint, I am not.
Can I still wait for you indefinitely... for now I still am, but perhaps eventually, I may not...

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