Perky @ 50...

It's official! I am now irrevocably weighing at 50 kg and there is nothing I can do about it. Not even yoga will save me. To think that all I have loved could've done this to me. How could they? Potatoes! I have loved you every single moment. I would have you at any possible opportunity. How could you? Rice!! I was so dependent on you that I had to have you at least once a day. Why did you do this to me? Worst of all, vegetables!! I know I only loved a selective group of you. Rest assured, you did NOTHING for me!!! It's bad enough that the carbohidrates were ungrateful, the lack of good you have done for me is unspeakable! *sob*

By the way, if anyone cares... Skin Food(since 1957)'s Milk Firming Neck & Bust Cream is surprisingly effective. Although it does say milk firming and my neck and bust does not have any milk for it to firm, but it has definitely perked me up. For those who feel they need a little "pick me up" buy it! It only costs like RM36. A small investment with a significant perk!

Finally, I sent my doggie for that much put-off hair cut. She was a bit traumatized by the whole ordeal but is back to her normal happy and prancing demeanour today. Don't worry. She still looks cute, but I hope her hair grows out by Chinese New Year cos this cut makes her look a little old.

KL: SIN CITY!!!

I was in KL for New Year's Eve and I succumbed to one of women's worst vices... shopping. I spent an obscene, absolutely profane amount of money on clothes, which were justified by weak excuse that Chinese New Year was approaching, I needed 15 days worth of outfits. Hehe! So... seriously... if anyone sees me trying to buy a piece of clothing, other than 1 beautiful dress (which I failed to spot in KL) and reasonable amounts of underwear, clob me with the most convenient weapon you can find. I think I have clothes to last me the rest of the year... until the next Great Singapore Sale or year-end Mega Sale or Christmas Sale. OK??!!!

I was so mortified that I couldn't even bear taking pictures of my loot in case I hyperventilated and collapsed from the overwhelming realization that I had blown half of my salary (which includes my annual bonus for this year) on clothes... and I didn't buy CK or Dior or Chanel. Closest I got to branded was Zara and the Zara top costs less than most of the other tops I bought. This pretty much proves that I'm a shopaholic. I had a budget in mind and I totally exceeded it.

I saw this documentary about shopaholics the other day. It turned out that being a shopaholic was almost like being an alcoholic or being obsessive-compulsive. They are all compulsive behaviour that are mostly caused by stress. Therefore, it turns out that you can be cured of being a shopaholic with a prescription of mild anti-depressants or anything from the Prozac family. Hehe! I think I need some. This independent income thing is becoming a major power trip and I need to pull the reins in now! Or I'll end up penniless and homeless, selling my loot by the pavement along the Melaka river.

When I manage to muster some courage, I'll publish some pictures of my obscene shopping. *cackles*

Forgot to show them off...

Haha! Just remembered I bought some new earrings from Perlini's for CNY. Here they are.














If the above picture not so clear, the below picture is what it almost looks like. Minus the balls ;)

Nice???

NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO HATE ME!!! NO ONE!!!

Why do I feel like the most unloved and unappreciated person on the entire bloody Earth? I have a hunch that I am destined to spend this birthday unloved and ignored.

It all started from the fact that I can't handle the bitch in my house. Pardon me for being human. I can only do so much while people who rant and rave about me being a beast for complaining and the afore-mentioned people don't even care to take over my duties when they come back for their holidays. Now they're telling me that they'd give up everything if they could, so that they can be with the bitch and pamper her until she dies.

I cried for like half and hour last night. I felt so sorry I couldn't take better care of her. I felt sorry that I can't find someone good enough to take her in so that she doesn't have to suffer the life she has with me now, tied up for almost 12 hours each time. I cried for my fear of all the creepy crawlies that I had to pluck off her, even though I was do damn afraid of them. I am so afraid the creepies are gonna breed all around the house and make it a parasite haven. I cried for all the work I have to dig through the office just to be able to come home and bathe her to get rid of those nasty bugs. And now, I am being accused of wanting to send her to the SPCA to be put to sleep. I NEVER SAID THAT!! I wouldn't be crying if I'd thought of that as a solution. She is spoiled and pampered, she makes me late for work every morning, she destroys stuff around the house.

I am only human to feel stressed and worn out from taking care of her. If someone really loves her that much, I am looking forward to see that display of affection when she comes back. She is not my ONLY responsibility. I have so much more to do besides taking care of her. DOESN'T ANYONE REALISE THAT???!!!

Cute! Kawaii! Eeeeee!!!

I just got back from S'pore. So as usual, I must brag about all the cute and beautiful stuff I bought. But this time, it's mostly just cute! So cute!!!

First up is this cute doggie with jellies in his belly. No, I didn't buy him from Singapore. You can buy him from Jusco's supermarket for RM21+. It's a coin bank when you're done eating all the jellies.


Up next is my singing pig. This was my first acquisition when I arrived in Singapore, courtesy of my aunt. You wanna know what it sings? Come visit me! Haha!

This is the extremely cute and highly sought after Fish Out of Water t-shirt. All Chicken Little movie fans will agree with me. Right? Even a guy would tell me it's cute.

Finally, my most expensive buy in Singapore. My shiny and adorable leather shoes. They gave me blisters, but I'll love them no matter what because I scoured the entire Ngee Ann City for them. Aren't they cute?

So this sums up my trip. Yes... it was all about shopping. Afterall, Christmas and Chinese New Year are just around the corner. Right? Hehe!

Infectious Infection...

Since I managed to get home early from work today and am in a bloggin mood, I shall allow myself to be infected by the Blue Bubble Kat.

Rules: Post 5 random and weird facts about yourself, then at the end, list the names of 5 people whom you in turn infect. Also, leave a post to these people letting them know they have been infected.

1. My both my thighs, up till my bum, are not at all proportionate. Sometimes one side of my pant leg will feel tighter than the other and sometimes, makes my pants sorta get crooked.

2. I hate all sort of creatures, except cute fluffies like doggies, hamsters, guinea pigs.

3. I ate my own boogers when I was a kid. They taste like salty treats.

4. I get high... just by breathing (I think everyone knows that)

5. I always have a look at my poop before I flush it. Just in case there is blood or anything weird. I was told this is a healthy thing to do. Helps you spot problems with your body earlier ;)

Am I not the grossest person ever? I shall now infect the Goldfish, Tortoise, Vinnie the Vamp, The Bassist and Mandy.

Please see my below

The highlight of today was a mail we got from the receiving bay this morning. It said:

Hi All,

Pls see my below.

Doesn't this just get you thinking. Hehe! Another one which my colleague mentioned before went like this.

Will f/u ASAP.

Just in case you get the wrong idea, "f/u" means follow-up. These people and their improvised abbreviations. Sometimes I wonder if it is really that difficult to type a full sentence.

Today was pretty uneventful. Except for this little meeting we have with the regional procurement/supply/whatever-they're-doing people. It seems that each buyer will be monitored on a monthly basis and they will be giving out Buyer of the Month awards (plant level) and also Buyer of the Quarter (regional level). BotM is just a paper award so that you can show off to the next company you apply with. BotQ is a paper award and also some monetary reward or maybe some free gift vouchers. I suppose this will be my aim for now. To be BotM and if possible BotQ. It's absolutely within reach as I am in charge of the least number of commodities in the entire company. The other half of my job is taking care of JanJan's stuff. She has lots of stuff to take care of. But if there is some problem with her stuff, it's not gonna show-up in the reports that the evaluations are derived from. Hehe! Evil me! >:) But of course I will try to do everything perfectly so that I can prove to my other colleagues that I am worthy of being BotM. Hehe!

So that kinda wraps up today's stories. 1 more good news is that my delinquent supplier has been spitting out their past due orders. I can finally start breathing again. I ate instant noodles for dinner. So sad... but I had a delicious and big lunch today. So I suppose that is suppose to offset the instant noodles. And I also learnt that I should never bring junk food to work. I tend to eat it at the wrong times and get myself bloated and feeling sick. No more junk food at work for me :P I'm getting fat! Btw, gonna follow my colleague to try out her yoga class tomorrow. Hope it's fun...

*I'm droning, aren't I?

Kŭmanhaseyo! Kwanshim ŏpsŏyo!

Hmm... by now, you'd think that I've already died or something. No, I'm still hanging on. I suppose I am supposed to be happy now, since I received a little validation of my value to the department. My HOD actually thinks that I am the "most competent" (in terms of familiarity with the job) among all the new buyers since I've had experience with the company. I'm supposed to puff up like Bloat now, but I was deflated almost immediately by the onslaught of duties that I have been working on for the past weeks. Btw, this will probably last until all the other new buyers catch up and stabilize.

Thanks to one delinquent supplier, I have poop on my hands on a daily basis, and this poop ain't easy to clean up. From now till we find an alternative supplier to replace this delinquent fella, we're short of materials for production and everyday is focused on making sure we have enough to feed those damn SMT machines down in the production line to make enough PCB boards to keep HP happy.

It's not easy to do your own job when dozens of people keep coming up to you and giving you new tasks. All because I'm the "most competent", I have to "pao kah liao". Lotsa seniors tend to hand me their tasks because the new girls under them would take too long to finish and they have trouble finish their own work. As if I don't have the same problem. Being fluffy and perky does not mean one has nothing to do. I have to keep up that kinda attitude or I'll sink. I try to be active and perky to keep my spirit up. But these people are just trying to sink me, one task at a time. Everything needs to be done ASAP. I can't say no cos JanJan once gave the green light to hand me any kind of work associated to the kind of stuff I do on a daily basis.

I wish I could be like Chicken Little and say "Today is a new day!". I do try to say "This is a new week.", but each week rarely gets better. It either stays the same or gets worse. I used to be able to finish my work by the time I go home everyday. Now I always something to continue tomorrow, or something I cannot settle today. Then, I'll go home and think about it all night. I try to bring home work, but I rarely have the time to finish it cos I do have to eat, shower, rest and sleep. I will not forgo my sleep for work. Doesn't help me or the company if I go to work and feel like a zombie. I kinda felt like one today. I left work before 7pm today. Couldn't take it....

So what do I do now? Since I worked on a day off during the Deeparaya holidays, Materials Manager, Mr.9-Stars seemed rather impressed with me (he's the grumpy Singh who interviewed me). Now that I'm slowly sinking, I really hope I don't make noticeable mistakes and lose the credibility I have gained in the eyes of my superiors and co-workers. Need to push-hard now. Even though I am aiming to leave the company, I don't wanna leave with the impression of being a ball of fluff.

In the end, it's just a job, all in a day's work. I used to wonder how JanJan can eat, sleep and breathe work. I am beginning to catch her germs now. I hope I don't get it all. I just need a germ or two to give me drive. I don't want to be a slave to the company. Hence this post's title "Stop hassling me! I'm not interested!". Not interested in being the best. I just want to be good. Being the best doesn't give me an increment. Being the best and getting gastric and having bad health is not going to get me pity or anyone apologising for the work which caused my illnesses. I just want to do my job. I don't need to be a hero.

P.S. I think I'm starting to write like a bore... waaa!! :"(

Date with Wicked Witch Postponed!

Just a quick update for those who are wondering how my day with the Wicked Witch of the West went. You are concerned, aren't you? There are people who want to know, right? :)

Because our sad little computer lab has been booked by someone else for the week, the Wicked Witch postponed training to the next week. I should probably say "Yay!" but better to have finished the training this week than to prolong the thought of the torture coming next week, right? Hehe! So I would say "Boo!" But what can we do? We're just little soldiers in our little infantry, doing all the crap job while most managers, including the Wicked Witch, especially the Wicked Witch, goes home before 6:30pm 99% of the time. We go home between 6:30 to 9pm. Some people stay even later. I came home at 8 today. Partly cos I was waiting for my Beelurved to come fetch me.

So keep visiting me here, in case I do update. I feel so alienated at work, on account of being fluffy. I need you guys, real humans who know me, to give me some validation that I am still thought of. Hehe!

Bite me!!!

Yea... by some miracle today, I managed to clear all my work before 6pm. Even had time to declutter my mailbox and delete all those mails which have nothing to do with my job or whatsoever. And of course, I ran home as quick as I could. I mainly had time to do all this because I had no training today. A day free from the lecturing and nagging of the Wicked Witch of the West.

Tomorrow... tomorrow is a different story. Tomorrow we have a date with the Wicked Witch again. And maybe she'll smack us with her broomstick if we don't do as she says.

My immediate superior and my dept head were on leave today. I suppose that also explains why I didn't have too much to do. Also cos I dunno what to do with some of the stuff, so I have to wait for my immediate superior, lets call her JanJan, to come back tomorrow before I can do anything.

Thank you to Kat and Andrea for offering me jobs. Hehe! I'll just wait for Infineon to call me. I've also been offered a job with Panasonic (the one who makes electronic components) in KL by a supplier just cos I told him I have not decided to follow Flextronics to PTP, Johor. As if I'm gonna take the job. My colleagues yell at Panasonic staff over the phone everyday cos they can't keep up with our demands and datelines. I do not want to work for a company who can't meet datelines and have to deal with people pressing on me to send them stuff. I have enough stress getting suppliers to deliver on time.

I'm beginning to think that people in the office seriously think I'm a truly fluffy airhead. We had another new buyer this week and she happens to be a schoolmate of mine. True, she speaks forcefully and she has good English vocab and she is supposed to be studying law and stopped for awhile. All my senior colleagues are hoping that she will be the catch they're hoping for. The power worker and speaker they can groom to handle all work and also teleconferences and so forth. Funny... they've never mentioned me in such light. Hehe! I suppose they don't find me serious enough or forceful enough or power enough ;) What do you think? Just cos I clown around at work means I'm some twit :P I do that cos I need an outlet to release tension. I'll go mad if I'm straight-faced all day. But then again, sometimes it pays to seem like a twit. Then they don't dump the complicated work on you. Hehe! But it's not like I don't perform. I do my share, ok! :P

I'm seriously caught between wanting to be the great employee and not wanting to have all sorts of responsibility thrown at me. Which path should I choose? Maybe I'll just stick to being the so-so employee so that I can go home by 7pm everyday. That way when I have kids, they won't be hyper and undisciplined and my family may not become dysfunctional. Good idea?

*Edited at 8:40pm*
Btw, so that everyone knows, I'm getting real fat. I had to go pants shopping last weekend cos I can't wear most of my jeans now. I am horrified with my body. For all my 22 years of life, I have never seen it grow like that. To my body: You'd better have some boobs in store for me if you insist on expanding like this. Nothing beats being flat and fat at the same time.

My hips are growing and growing. I can finally use the word bootylicious on myself. Haha! Just need to do something about my bloated tummy and I'm set. Then I'll have hips and hopefully tits to go soon enough :P I'm talking about my body as if I could slap on a piece of flesh here and there and make it stick. Hehe!

It was culture shock to go pants shopping. Most of my pants I have worn since Form3 and I probably only buy a pair every year. Some years I even skip. So far I've bought 2 pairs of linen pants (black with stripes from Soda and baby blue from Giordano - pics later), for work, and a nice white cotton skirt. I make it a point to look fashionable at work. Need to keep up my fluffy, airy image.

I think I've touched the 50kg mark. It just gets scarier. Diet time!!!!

Pardonnez-moi! I have no life now...

Yes... Ich habe kein Leben. I'm even mixing up my languages now. Omo!

I had a horribly hectic week at work. 2 nights of OT in a row. Half a day of medical leave. And my gastric problems have made a comeback. I'm over-worked and depressed now. Trying to get a firm-footing in my shitload of work and then I have to deal with the Wicked Witch of the West's daily training on the company's screwed-up business system. Help!!!!

I can scream, I can cry, I can fake a suicide, but no one can get me out of this jam. No one can stick up to the wicked witch. Not even my boss. The work I can handle. It's the interruptions caused by the training that's suppressing my efforts. I'll just have to suck it up for another week and hope for the best. No matter what my mom says, I ain't gonna work for this sweathouse for more than 6 months. Unless it turns out not to be a sweathouse in the end :P

I don't hate my colleagues. We have some unfeeling people, some probably talk behind my back, but at least they make it a point to be nice upfront. That's all I ask for right now.

So I'll just retire for now. Don't be surprised if you don't hear from me for another month. I need that long to find a straw to clutch and hopefully, it's gonna keep me afloat or at least as a means to breathe while I'm submerged under this mess. Meanwhile, I'll listen to my sappy korean love songs and cry :"(

Such is the life of a deflated pig...

I finally share a common lifestyle with my peers. Wake up, go to work, come home, go to sleep. Those who manage to go out and lim teh or visit their other half or bake a cake and play with their kids before sleeping... RESPECT.

I try to fit in some chatting and if possible, blogging, before I sleep. Can't even find the time to fill up a job application for another company before I go to sleep. Sommore... tomorrow night, I have a dinner to attend. This is too much for me. Can I just get married, have kids and stay home? :D

I never like to work late. Who does? Workaholics? If I get in the zone then I'll work and work. For now, I can only think of 6pm and dinner everyday. I don't want to have my life revolve around my work like my colleagues. Therefore, I am determined to change my job within this 3 months. Help!!!! Get me out of there!!! My colleagues work like there is no tomorrow. I wonder how their children feel. Most of them are women. And for now, I'd say all of them in my department are women. How would a little girl feel if every night, her mom only came home on time to kiss them good night. But then again, these days, kids probably sleep at 1am even on a school night. That's why some of them look liek they are malnourished and never seem to grow upwards or sideways.

There is so much to do and so much to grasp. I wonder how do they finally know about everything they're doing. They can name everything under their care without batting an eyelash. I believe that I will never be able to reach that level. I feel like a complete ditz. I make mistakes every damn day. It may seem nasty, but I hope the other new girl isn't progressing faster than me. Cos people expect more from me cos I've worked in this company before. So if she progresses faster, it'll really reflect badly on me. Then again, it's sometimes easier to learn when you're really fresh and new cos you don't have any old stubborn work habits from the past. Aight?

Me wants to sleep now. All those out there who get to sleep after 11pm. So happy for you... :(

Kinda always knew you'd end-up my ex-boyfriend...

Wooooaaaahhh!!!

Ex-bfs suck. Suck, suck, suck... 'cept you Felancy. You didn't suck that much. You're actually tolerable now. Though you're still a pain 50% of the time. One thing I've just realised about guys. They smile and talk to you when actually they hate you or have no intention of being friends. Yep! I am now in a situation which people call having "shit where I eat". How did that happen? I dunno... if I knew, it wouldn't have happened.

I now work in the same company as an ex-bf of mine, with whom I had a not too pleasant breakup. Used to work with him in the same dept during training. On my last day of training, he smiled and waved goodbye. Awww... but soon after, each time he says 'hi' to me, I feel kinda uncomfortable and sometimes annoyed. I started to ignore him and eventually did not talk to him for over a year. I thought when we broke up, we could be friends but realised I wasn't ready for that. So now that we have to work in the same company, I thought I'd be nice and acknowledge him and try to be a bit friendly. Yes, he replies when spoken to, but he did not reply any of my friendly emails asking about how he has been. Wassup with that? He said he was too busy. Busy my foot. I bet he forwarded lots of junkmail and replied some nonsense message from a friend today. So I don't buy the excuse of being too busy to reply me. If you are still pissed and can't forgive me, say so dammit!

I mean, my breakup with Felancy wasn't lovely either, I practically did the same thing to him (not talking for a year over) but we can meet up and talk like civilised humans. So wassup with this Shithead? What pisses me off is, he'd talk to this other guy colleague, whom he once told me had betrayed him, and he can't talk to me. For all I know, he actually hates this fella and yet he'd have friendly conversations with him but not me. He's practically running away from me. So what am I gonna do? From now on, we will only have a professional relationship. I will only talk to him about work related stuff. I will not ask him how he's feeling or give a shit if I dump truckloads of work on him. I will no longer feel sorry for him. To think I actually agonised over how to approach him cos I wanted to make peace. So much for peace. Men can be such bitches!! Even a guy colleague of mine commented that Shithead here is not being sporting or gentlemanly. So there! I'm better off now. Eat my dust! :P

P.S. My work still sucks...

I knew it'd suck, but didn't know that it'd suck so bad...

Yes... First day of work sucked. I shouldn't even use the word 'work'. Cos I did nothing of the sort today.

8am to 9.30am: Waiting for instructions from HR lady.

9.30am to 12pm: Waited at clinic for medical checkup.

1.30pm to 2pm: More waiting...

2pm to 3pm: More waiting...

3pm to 6pm: HR lady gives us briefing on company policy and employess benefits and all the blah stuff. In between she runs off for 20 mins intervals.

The only time I had fun was going for lunch with mein Mann and visiting my friend Chikin at the MIS dept. I know I'm a pain, Chikin. But at least I'm not such a pain to look at ;) You said so yourself!! :)

The bad news is that I HAVE to attend the stupid training. But at least this time there is a girl to accompany me. Plus! She appreciates my jokes. A rarity among humans. Hehe! Meanwhile, I'm beginning to get vibes that the Material Manager hates me. I felt really hot and I was sweating (so the heat wasn't my imagination). I took off my jacket and he caught a glimpse of my bareback. It wasn't even halfway down, just a third of my back. He called the HR lady to tell her to warn me or something. Ouch! Tell me yourself lah, MISTER!!! :P Nasty people!

Btw, I also suspect that they didn't really want to hire me cos I didn't promise to move to the new plant located in Pelabuhan Tanjung Pelepas (PTP), some ulu area in Johor. Johor is evil, dangerous... sin city. My family doesn't like the idea. So I'll probably be expecting nasty treatment during my 3 months there. I DON'T WANT TO WORK THERE!!!! GET ME OUT!!! *sobs*

Off to the slaughterhouse...

I am finally joining the workforce... On Monday, 19th September, 2005, I shall no longer be jobless, useless, meaningless and whatever -less that comes with not having a job. I should be happy, right? But I'm less than ecstatic. Here are a few reasons:

1. Don't like the company
I think this is the stingiest of companies and they have the lousiest of employee benefits and don't let me get started on the rules they impose on us. It's like a factory cum school. I may have to attend some 4-day training before I officially start work. I'm gonna request for an exemption. I took the training last year!!!

2. Don't like the people (Part I)
The "higher" superiors are very condescending, sarcastic and just plain unpleasant to people whom they don't particularly like. Yes, you'll say that most superiors are like that, some worse. But this company has a majority of superiors of this breed. Wassup with that? Hire happy people, will ya? :P

3. Don't like the people (Part II)
There are perverts, bums, bitches, gossips, snides... all sorts of bad character you can think of. People will talk behind your back, a lot, and some even have "golden fingers". To those who don't know Chinese, it means back-stabbers. Just can't stand people like that. If you are capable, you don't need to make sure anyone you can stab in the back gets a good stabbing. Just do your job and get on with life. And there are people who always look like they have nothing to do. You often wonder what they're hired for. They're certainly going to gossip about me a lot, since I've worked there like twice. Temp-ed there before MMU and internship there during MMU.

4. Low pay
Soooo low pay. I can get better elsewhere. Just that elsewhere has no vacancies. So I am waiting, waiting and waiting. As soon as there is an opening, I am jumping off this train to the shithole.

5. The job is gonna be hell
Many people left recently (get my point about the company being sucky?), so when I get in, I'll be covering the work of many of these people. I just hope I don't need to work overtime cos I don't think I am getting paid for it. What's more, what do I know? I'll be a newbie at everything. I just hope they have the sense not to give me more than I can handle. In the meantime, I have to remind myself, "You are paid to do this job, so do it!!" But that doesn't mean I'm gonna do stuff that people push to be when it's their job. These people better grow that part of the brain right. I am not tolerating this kinda bullying I've had enough of it the last time round.

So meanwhile, I'm wondering: What will I wear tomorrow? Do I look fat? Are people going to talk about my getting fatter? What will I wear tomorrow? What's for breakfast tomorrow? Will I be able to wake up tomorrow? What shall I buy with my first month's salary? Epilator? What will I wear tomorrow?

Anyone care to provide some answers?

P.S. I was hired on the same day they interviewed me. Hired on contract basis, renewable every 3 months, cos I refuse to promise to go to Johor with them :P

Eeeks!!!

Okay... nothing much to write about. Just want to complain about the good fortune of others.



Do you think that if I had bigger boobs, I'd be a winner like Jamie Pang? I ask you... what is so darn special about her that she can have a winning streak like that. First that Cleo magazine model search thingie, then Miss MMU 2004 and now, Miss Malaysia-Earth 2005. Come to think of it, her face kinda reminds me of my friend, greybunny. The only difference is that her boobs have to be substantially bigger. I've never seen a flat-chested beauty queen. So if I had bigger boobs, would I have a shot at winning? Haha!

Not to mention, the nasty things I hear about Jamie. "Jamie is a diva, doesn't attend rehearsals. Jamie is snobbish." Bla bla bla... If a person has such bad character, why are they having such good fortune?? I mean, is it because I'm not bad and not good so I never get anything. Do I have to be a nasty bitch (with substantial cleavage) in order for the world to worship me? And why is it that the world never sees a person for who they really are. Whether nasty bitch or nice, intelligent girl. By the way, Miss Earth's cause is environmental preservation. You know, forests, animals, pollution problem, the whole Earth. I would bet that Jamie doesn't know anything or possible even cares about environmental preservation. Who's with me?!!

Having said all that, any comment? Am I a nasty bitch too? Maybe it doesn't work for me. You have to be born with a sweet face to be able to become a successful nasty bitch. If you look so-so, you'll have nothing much to gain. Innit so?

Jitter, jitter, jitters...

Me has got an interview on Wednesday. I even know the fella interviewing me. Shy lah! And I'm hoping I get a position with another company rather than this. I've been in this company like twice already. Hmm... Are people gonna welcome me with open arms? :( Sad...

But anyway now, enjoy my new clothes. I bought this outfit from the new shop that replaced World of Cartoon in MP. Hehe!

Top, ebase: RM43.00 (10% off)

Bottom, S&K: RM79 (20% off)

Total: RM 101.90 (Ouch!!!)

Nice? :P

Argento del Perlini, il mio amore e la mia passione

People wonder why I spend so much money on silver. Just look at this heart. Isn't it a work of art? It's a pendant. That's one of the reasons I'm a Perlini's Silver fan.

I also bought the necklace below. Starting to regret not buying the matching earrings. Maybe I should. Hehe!

Yes, the silver will tarnish as years go by. Silver has no resale value. But I love having my pick of accessories to display on me whenever I leave home. I also bought this string of silver that's smooth and it's half silver coloured and half black coloured. Sounds cool? Yep! It is cool. But I can't seem to photograph it properly. So you won't get to see it. What's more, I think it's last season's or something cos I can't find it on the site.

I love novel or cute accessories. Like my piggie on a pink rubber string. Even Kat can't resist it, right Kat? I just feel that my accessories, like my clothes, helps define my personality to others.

So what kind of a person do you think I am? :)

bYs ThE wAyS...

Me had manicure today. Below is product of nail art.







Nice or not?

Ooo! New toilet!

Hello! I’m writing with Blogger for MS Word. It’s an add-in for Microsoft Word where you can type, see all your grammar mistakes and correct them before you publish the post and make an utter fool of yourself in cyberspace. Nifty, eh?

Ok… what are we gonna write about today. I had it awhile ago, but I don’t remember now. Was it about my mother again? Maybe, I am kinda pissed with my mom but I am not in the mood to bitch. Was it about my boyfriend? Hmm… Nope! Don’t wash dirty linen in public…

Anyway, I’m drifting now, while waiting for the world to come and fall at my feet with job offers. So don’t you guys worry about me. Besides, I’ve found a part-time job. I’m selling computer hardware. Yes! PCs, laptops, modems, ram, graphic cards, LCD screens, you name it, we have it. The branded brands we have are Samsung, LG, HP-Compaq, Acer, Toshiba… I have no IBM. Haha! If you don’t mind the generic brands, please say so. Hehe! Just drop me a mail with your inquiries or maybe post a little something here and I will check it out for you. Don’t be shy ya! My job is commission based. So you must help me. I need money. Haha! How else am I gonna pay for all the facials and manicures and massages and SPA treatments that keep me looking as gorgeous as I am ;)

As confirmation to those out there:
Me no go Germany! Me stay in Malaysia.

I bought lots of jewelry from Perlini while I was in Singapore. I am their loyal customer. Despite the lack of resale value for their products. Next time I take picture and show you ya? Hehe! For now, I shall put up a graduation pic. Yes… very belated. But I was looking at everyone’s blog and and Friendster accounts and I realize everyone is doing it. Being the sheep I am, I must follow. Hehe! So here it is!!

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The blog loaded from MS Word to blogger.com quickly enough. But they can't post images yet. Just thought you'd like to know. So I have to edit and post myself. Hai....